Shower thoughts #1

If you saw someone talking to themselves when no one is around, normally you would think they are a crazy, Psychotic, schizophrenic, delirious person.

However… thanks to the creation of podcasts, phones, and the internet.

Now you can talk to yourself all you want and no one will think you are crazy 🤪🤪😌😌.

Check out my podcast, link below.

Accrued Day Off

I get stressed when I have a day off during the week.. it’s like.. oh crap I gotta make sure ok the day, I plan stuff to do.. to make the best of the day off. On the day before my day off, I also gotta make sure my work is finished and any things outstanding are followed up to the best of my ability…

It’s less added stress when you have those aDOs coz you’ve worked way more than you were supposed to🤣🤣. Catch 22.???

That makes me worried about the week off I booked for the first week of May, this would be my first week off since August last year. Exciting! Also, strange. Very strange. The only plans so farI have is that I am heading to Sydney to visit a friend for a few days, gotta get that car serviced, work on my project, AND a maybe trip to see the penguins in Phillip Island. I am thinking whether or not I should go book an appointment with a nutritionist… I just feel forever tired and I know my diet is not the best :(. As I am forever fatigued and breaking out in pimples😭

Catch 22 – Research Projects

When you start investigating and looking into doing research, unfortunately you will affect the circumstances that you are in.

Research has not been my strong point or forte unfortunately… I just get overwhelmed, bored, and tired of doing research. Unfortunately, as part of my residency position, I will have to complete a research project. Coming up with a project hasn’t been that difficult, but implementation and designing. Holy shit. So hard..🥲🥲🥲it’s almost been a year, yet I still haven’t been able to even start my project yet. Getting ethics has been a major road block… there are so many hurdles to jump through even before I can even go through to ethics… As a resident, my project has to go through the Education committee before going to the Research Committee, and then finally after they all disseminate my Research Expression of Interest.. then can finally go to the Ethics Committee 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 just too hard if you ask me.

It sucks now.. the waiting game before starting the Research.. but I suppose in a years time… maybe I will be pretty happy with where I have ended up? Perhaps I would have finished/close to finishing my research project..

WHO KNOWS

Am I going to make a difference in the world? Maybe not?

I love my project… yet I also hate it with passion. How I long to be a normal employee without all the additional responsibilities, research, and expectations… Yet, I know this is a stepping stone for something greater. Something better. Who knows